Each day i step forward, i feel that i'm edging away further and further from the ones i hold close.
My dream is walking away, as reality sinks in.

I can't do anything right. Not even when i'm trying to do right something which is wrong.
My mind cannot take it, only sleep, and training is a comfort. Cause it makes me temporarily forget what is outside here. All my problems.

Nothing can be closer to the truth than this.
I feel like trying to take a failed stat maple char and continuing to play it.

I really had enough.
No more trying.
I keep trying and trying and trying but it always ends the same.
Why try when i know it's going to end the same one way or another?

Fuck my awesome life.