Firstly, before anything, i would like to once again say thanks to all who had taken part in celebrating my birthday, and wishing, ESPECIALLY GAIA. You guys are really the awsomest, and thanks for the presents, they're great.

Well, 21.

The number to win in blackjack.
The age when you finally get known as an adult.
No more time for fun and games.

I wished i had done more in my previous years, and maybe even stayed on in school. But to put it bluntly, sucking it up would be my best option. My life had not been a bed of roses, but at least i think i didn't turn up too badly.

I'll keep trying though, even if the going gets worse, because sometimes, you just know that you have to. Life is a broken path; it's for you to walk till the sand is bare, then only can you see the road till the final place.

My goals may be tarnished, my senses may have dulled, but i'll still try.
I may never know what might happen tomorrow, but i was glad, really, that i had the years.

these 3 years, in fact, had really been the happiest and angriest, saddest and most memorable years of my life. i'm really tear-proud that i've known a bunch of guys and girls who i cannot just say, "they're my friends." They're much, way more than that.

GAIA: the most diverse, most compatible, most cool, most badass, most tough, most capable, most determined, most playful, most crazy group of people i have ever been with. But they're also the best.

My wish for this year, is that no matter what wind or storm in my life comes through, i could always look back here and now, and see for myself what a wonderful family i have had this time, my brothers, and my sisters, my enemies and my friends. Please be happy GUYS AND GIRLS. And i dare to hope that in the future, we can come back in some cosy place and talk and i'll listen, just like old times.

You taught me many things.
You made me happy.
You made me tougher.
You made me angry.
You made peace.
You made me survive.
You turned me good.
You made me dream.
You made me do my best that i could, sometimes.
You made me everything.
You made me glad and thankful that i walked down the aisle and said, yes, i'll join FO Camp 08/09.

Great Wall of China is 10000 miles long
Together we build a family
the strongest will have the strongest within
CADC have one hand.

This isn't the end, it's the start of another beginning.




PS: THIS MIGHT LOOK VERY GAY AND AUNTY AGONY-ISH, I APOLOGIZE FOR THIS. BUT I ASSURE YOU THAT THESE ARE WORDS FROM MY HEART. REALLY. I KNOW, THAT MAKES IT GAYER.