upon rereading my past entry again, i realised i've had a couple of mistakes.

1. You made me glad and thankful that i walked down the aisle and said, yes, i'll join FO Camp 08/09. I think corridor would be more fitting. I wasn't getting married.

2. That post wasn't to say goodbye. Sure, it's the time to move on, but i really pray and hope that we'll still meet up every now and then. Not just the guys, EVERYBODY. For my brothers, i'll make sure every time any of you want to meet up for anything, if i'm not working/studying/doing something important/broke , i'll join you. And i'll probably pester you guys often too.

That's just the way i am.
Annoying, whiny like a little fly :D
Not happy? Swat me.


Anyway....
After the recep, i think it's really time to buck up, and prepare for the plan.
In order to even reach that final plan, i have to strive for it.
Where i've failed, i have to make it succeed.
I know the heavens will always deal me a bad hand, but i've learned, through many experiences, that like a great poker player, i must learn to play that hand to the best i can, all the way to the river.

For the Brotherhood, if you're reading this.
I don't know, and i'm not very confident that all of you will follow the plan, after all, we never know life will hit us with, and sometimes things will spoil the plan. But i do wish that we would be prepared enough to go through with this.

I need you guys to go through with me on this. You all should know that i'm not strong enough.


Times have changed. We're not in secondary school anymore. I know most of us are already mature enough to understand most of i've said. But more is needed to achieve what we want to achieve. Freedom and independence don't come easy. I'm really not quite certain whether some of you are really putting this to task, or you just think it's a silly little joke to play around, " Erm, let's do so-and-so in the future! etc". For me, i take this very seriously. I've considered it, and i thought it would be viable for me.
I'll never stay here for long, and i sure as hell will not die here. If i die here, then it'll mean that the fate has won.

It may be just a dream, but it's a dream that we can fulfill, ourselves. As long as we stay focused and determined.

It's almost time.
Victoria Ventus Paratus.