Muse Of The Day: Beauty
She's so high above me.
Shittier things have had happened before, this one wasn't the worse, believe me. But hey i can finally put the smoking fine incident behind me at last. One less thing to worry about.
17 days since i last posted. Work is fine; sleep, family, finance, health, love, are usual, if not worse. I find routine a chore. Debts are getting a little better, month by month, and i earnestly still harness a hope that within a month or so, i would be able to clear them all.
My social circles are getting smaller by day, not much surprises there, really.... If you can be free of a parasite, why wouldn't you happy? I would.
Let's go on to the muse.
For some reasons, i obviously cannot state the name of the person here, but i guess we could talk about her (or them, depending what you want to believe). But after a sincere long reflection, i can finally put together my thoughts about the matters of the heart, and i really want to rant about random things about her.
1. She's really x132425668534 nice.
2. Her eyes are so captivating, when i talk to her, i look at nothing else but her.
3. I'm really afraid of messaging her, cause i'm afraid it will bother her.
4. She looks even cuter without her contacts.
5. I tease her, cause that's my way of telling her," Hey, i want your attention."
6. I regret all the few times that i do something else instead of being with her.
7. I am in full understanding of the fact that i am financially incapable of supporting her.
8. I will stop smoking if she wants me to.
9. Her picture is the wallpaper of my phone.
10. I hope i can send her home sometime, and we can have long chats, cause i know there's a lot about her i don't know.
11. If she's happy, then it's fine whoever she is with.
12. I knew her for some time, but i lost the chance to be with her because i didn't know her well enough.
13. I know i'm not good enough for her, but i will try to keep her happy in the best ways that i can.
That's about enough for now, but i really hope i can see her again soon. Haha. Peace out.
