Muse Of The Day: Dazed.
Anger isn't a feeling, it''s an expression.

Still out without a leash for me, too much freedom combined with being broke, you get a very immensely bored person. Army is coming, but not soon enough.

I want to do something worthwhile for a change.

Sometimes i think it really sucks being who you are, don't you think? Some grumble about the way they look, some about the family background, some about how poor or rich(believe me, they do) their parents are.

Well, i suffer from it as well, and as a human, i grumble about it more than you think. But i've learned long ago from a friend of mine, that nobody can blame you for what you are born with, but what you do is what really matters. I didn't really take to him at that time, but then i thought of it another way; Think of it as playing a game, the lesser you're given, the more "imba" you're being thought of if you "own", right? Same thing. I mean, yeah, it may sound a little boastful here, but hey, if it helps me get back to perspective, why not?


I put this up cause lately i see myself and some of my friends around me being mad. If you know me, then you'll know that i never, never stay angry for long( longest period, 2 weeks before i start talking to him/her again). I don't know why, maybe:

1. That person is my friend, i can't bear to let him/her leave me.
2. It's partly my fault, i'm guilty.
3. I've done something like that in the past, staying angry makes me feel like a hypocrite.
4. It's not his fault.

Anger is always okay, but if you let it become hate, then it starts to get nasty here.

Because hatred is believed to be long-lasting, many psychologists consider it to be more of an attitude or disposition than a temporary emotional state. (taken from wiki)

This proves that it's gone from a feeling to an committal act of self-indulgence.

I don't really get why some people can bear a hatred for long. I mean, come on, he didn't kill your whole family, or made you bankrupt, why bear the grudge for so long? It's not helping you either.

So next time you start to hate that person, why not think about forgetting it or him instead?

Oh yeah, do try to leave a msg when u come by here, i miss you all very much. =)